Carrying the Fire: An Astronaut’s Journeys by Michael
Collins, 1974, Reprint 2019
It is the measure of the achievements of Michael Collins
that the foreward to his book was written by Charles Lindbergh, the great
American pioneer of aviation from a different age. After reading to the end it
is clear that Collins deserves his place alongside Lindbergh in the pantheon of
aviators.
So many biographies of great figures in recent history do
them a disservice as they are ghost-written. There is nothing wrong with
employing a skilled journalist to get the story out there, but this is
different. Collins, entirely through his own craft, tells one of the keystone
stories of the Twentieth Century and do so with style and grace. Of the wide
range of books written about manned spaceflight, this is perhaps the best.
It was written in 1973 ad published in 1974, just as the
Apollo programme was winding down and scientists and politicians were looking
for new horizons to explore. Collins’ book is imbued with this continuing
optimism, and missions to Mars are mentioned on a couple of occasions as the
logical next step. Hindsight has taught everyone that Mars is a much larger step
than envisaged in the 1970s, when the success of Apollo was still fresh in the
minds of the world and a trip to the Moon was commonplace.
You would expect a book written by one of the crew of the
first successful trip to the Moon to be mostly centred on the great events of
July 1969. Even from the short perspective of the early 1970s Collins did not
do that, and instead there is a huge and detailed and carefully crafted account
of the sweat, tears and lives that led up to the pinnacle of human achievement.
Collins is a generous commentator and credits so many of his contemporaries for
their work which led ultimately to his compatriots Armstrong and Aldrin walking
on the Moon and returning safely. In the whole account there is not one whiff
of jealousy for Armstrong and Aldrin, and in its place is a great satisfaction
of him having completed his part of the mission successfully. Without Collins,
it is clear, there would have been no Giant Leap for mankind. He is modest
enough to make that clear but frame it in a way that pushes the glory back to
all the groundworkers, scientists, geologists, rocket engineers and the
thousands of others that made the journey possible.
A large part of Collins’ book is devoted to Gemini, the
precursor to Apollo. With twenty-first century perspective Gemini seems so much
of a seat-of-the-pants endeavour now. The machinery that permitted orbit of the
Earth was basic, and not far removed from the 1950s fighter planes in some
respects. The space suit he wore when he ventured out of his space vehicle on
Gemini X was put together by ladies in a factory in Worcester, Delaware using
glue pots and careful stitching.
What comes across in Collins’ account of NASA is how
high-achieving everyone was, and how their test pilot background made them
largely fearless. Each man selected (and they were all men, something for
another conversation) was a skilled pilot, scientist, and a specialist in one
field of the space programme. Each was assigned a field to oversee, advise and
push forward. For Collins in was EVA (extra-vehicular activity), so when
Armstrong stepped out of Eagle, lots of the work that Collins did was put to
the test.
Collins is brief on family background, despite the fact
that his father was an important figure in the First World War, and that he
himself was a product of West Point. He does speak warmly of his wife Pat, and
how her support was crucial in his success, especially in the long weeks away
in early 1969 as he prepared for Apollo. In fact, the wives of all the Apollo
crews make up a large part of the story and he is warm and complementary when
he speaks of all of them. It was Collins who drove to the widow of one of the
Apollo astronauts who perished on the launchpad in Apollo 1 and broke the news.
So what of Apollo? Michael Collins is a pilot first and a
scientist second, so his account is largely of the nuts and bolts of the
flight, punctuated with the scientific aspects. He found navigation difficult –
Apollo still used a sextant and navigated by fixing position on the stars,
which he found preposterous. But for all his technical gifts he is also a
talented writer, and the emotion and scale of his enterprise are beautifully
and carefully recorded. It is well known that several astronauts had private
epiphanies when they viewed Earth from space, and Collins was no different. He
was not as evangelical as the others, and shares his insights in a way that
helps the reader to appreciate the scale of his achievements.
Collins’ story concludes with the countless messages he received
from all over the world when Apollo returned safely. It shows his class as a
man that he selected only a few share, and that the one he has valued the most
in the intervening years is a handwritten note from Charles Lindbergh, perhaps
one of the few other men on the planet that understood the solitude that
Collins endured when, totally alone, he orbited the Moon waiting for Armstrong
and Aldrin to return.